on this day 8 weeks ago....

Well well well, I think this will be a bulletin where I brag about how excited I am for what the future holds for me.

I honestly can say that I AM NOT 100% happy with my weight right now. HOWEVER, I am about 75% happy with my weight.

I started this diet on the first of April. I have lost 30.4 lbs within the course of eight weeks. I started out with 157 and now I do weigh 127. I can say 127 was my ideal goal weight, and that is how much I wanted to weigh to feel comfortable about myself.

The whole 100% not happy thing is just in my head. I know I have a lot to work on, but damn it I'm going to get there. I've reached many other goals that people thought I couldn't accomplish, but I have accomplished them.

Today I feel so different. I feel like a whole new person. I feel, happier

I may not be a 100 lb girl, EVER, but I am willing to try. And I swear, if anyone ever is willing to try something that betters them then let them be, let them try, give them a chance at success.

I am a firm believer in what you do in your life, is how life will do for you.

I can say there are many times where I have been shallow in the past and judgmental towards everything and everybody. Now I know how that feels.

I feel so refreshed, I feel like a new person. To even think of EVER going back to eating bad foods and corrupting my system with horrid foods that kill you FASTER, is not a chance I'm willing to take. My body has adjusted to eating healthy for the past 2 months. I plan on staying that way. And for anyone who doesn't believe in me for keeping this weight off, or for anyone who has EVER questioned my diet and said I couldn't make it and that it was a total sketchy thing, think again because obviously I've proven many wrong and I plan on proving you wrong even MORE for keeping my weight off and staying healthy for the rest of my life.

I do give a big thanks to everyone who has supported me in this crazy journey, and it was such a long journey but yet so short. I do thank my mom the most though because she's stuck by my side when no one else has, and supported my decisions whether they were wrong or right. I take pride in having confidence in myself, and I plan on having even more confidence in myself with other goals and accomplishments in my life.

So the next time someone tells you you can't do it. Don't believe them.

Every time someone tells you you aren't good enough, just turn your head the other way and smile because YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH AND YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND IF YOU WANT TO KEEP UP WITH BEING YOURSELF AND WORKING ON YOUR IMAGE AND SELF-ESTEEM THEN SO BE IT.

Don't let anyone EVER tell you that you're worthless, or that you can't make it. Show them whose boss and prove them wrong

<3 I love you all. I love everyone who even thought about my health or even had a serious concern about me dieting. I love you if you've ever cared, or if I've ever crossed your mind and you thought I wasn't going to be okay. I appreciate everything from anyone whose given me support who didn't necessarily agree with my decision.

I just know, I'll be okay. And so will you.