BMTH...& other interesting facts...

Okay, the BMTH show was AMAZINGLY SICK
NO SERIOUSLY, I'm starting to get fucking sick. Like I feel a flu coming on.

On the other hand, they were SO GOOD. Literally, best band I've seen preform live in a looooooonggg time. & that says a lot, I go to a lot of shows.

What else?
Yes, how about the band NOT coming out afterwards and saying hi to their fans. Yes, it's true OLI SYKES DID NOT COME OUT AFTER THE SHOW. THE ONLY THING HE DID WAS RUN OFF STAGE AFTER THE LAST SONG WAS DONE AND RAN TO HIS BUS AND TOOK A SHOWER, PLAYED VIDEO GAMES AND WENT TO SLEEP.

How sad.
How disappointing. This band is so dear dear dearrr to meeee. And this is what happens.
There was a fairly large crowd of people outside yes, I'll admit, but after TWO hours of waiting, everyone left and it was down to me and this girl.

Their crew is horrible. Some guy even attempted to call me a ''groupie'' bitch ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?
IM THE FARTHEST THING FROM A FUCKING GROUPIE

1. no i do not want to suck your fucking dick
2. no i do not want to see what your tour bus looks like
3. no i do not want to get high with you and have sexual intercourse cause YOU PROBABLY HAVE AIDS

and 4, yes I only wanted to take a fucking picture with OLI SYKES.
NO I WAS NOT A 14 YEAR OLD SCENE GIRL WITH SHITTY EXTENSIONS HAVING A FUCKING ORGASM WHEN HE CAME ON STAGE.

NO i was NOT TRYING to get in his fucking pants. I CAN CARE LESS who he fucks. He probably has chlamydia by now.

Every show I've ever been to, I've always had success at meeting the band I came to see.
WHY DO I GO TO SHOWS?
Because i respect people enough for the MUSIC THEY MAKE

NOT HOW MUCH FUCKING HAIR/MAKEUP/TATTOOS THEY HAVE!
I think it's pretty shitty that all these 15 year old scene bitches want to act like they fucking know something when really, THEY'RE THE ONES THAT DROVE OLI AWAY AND NOT WANTING TO COME OUT AND COMMUNICATE WITH REAL FANS.
I'M SORRY I DON'T WANT TO S HIS D. BUT I HAVE WAY MORE PRIDE THAN THAT.

I'm sorry I'm the only person on this goddamn earth that enjoys MUSIC for MUSIC, and not the fucking look of it.

I'm done ranting.

Random Thoughts

Arghhh I feel like Ed Norton in Fight Club where he struggles with insomnia like a crazy maniac and never sleeps. It's 2:09 am and I'm sitting here, whilst I have a huge ethics test in about 7 hours. I haven't slept an 8hour sleep in so long. I kind of miss it. I feel like I'm always in a dream, like I'm in a never ending moving dream. It really is crazy.

I hate procrastinating so much. I do it so much too though. Argh. I need sleeping pills or just healthy natural sleep. I doubt there's anything wrong with me with my sleeping problem, like a serious issue but I dunno, I need some kind of alternative to help me sleep.

Ideas?

Okay, so I did register for classes.
Not taking photography. I went to ratemyprofessors.com and I looked up all the professors I'm taking next semester. Let me tell you, some had HORRIBLE remarks so of course, I only chose the best ones. I heard Morelli-White is really good for Comp 2 so I took her. And she dances when your phone goes off, [only if it's a good song O_o] yeah, I'm excited.
I fucking hate working with Tyler. Really, working with an ex. Hahahaha. Was that even CONSIDERED an ex?
Doubt it.

To a new point. Mid term was due this Friday. Kind of BSed it but I dunno, I think I'm going to be okay.
Have a lesbian in my class, got paired up with her today. I didn't quite catch if she HATED or loved Jeffree Star.
Meeting JSTAR last week was intense. He's so fucking intimidating, but I wasn't all over him cause well, he probably has aids. Hahaha, jk!


Blaaaaaaaaah. Missin Ricky
Love you.
<3.

Good night, good morning.

MR.PRESIDENT...

Can you hear me!?


MR. BARACK OBAMA.
THE FIRST BLACK PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA


YES WE CAN!!!!

Thank you, thank you thank you thank you thank you.

Can I even stress how important this is?

Today is a very important day. Do you want to be a part of change? This will go down in history. For the last eight years we have struggled financially wise, ok, some of us have and we have seen a lot of horrible things happen. We have seen people's homes being taken away because they can't afford to pay the mortgage and more lay-offs than ever. We really need to be heard. Please vote today and make a difference. Make a difference in your life and in mine and in the people around you.

We are in a pointless war, a war that shouldn't even exist! We are in multiple wars, and all because our Mr.President said it was okay. It is not okay. Since when is it okay for people to kill other people?

Not religious, but think about it. This war is pointless, and all it is, is so Bush can go down in history. Please be a part of a change today. I don't care if you're so busy, take a few hours out of your day and vote, please do so.
We need change.

Second Semester

Second semester class registration starts this Wednesday. I am DEFINITELY registering for classes earlier this time! Hence, last time I had trouble picking the classes I liked and therefore thought would get stuck with sucky instructors. Not true. This semester was pretty busy for me. Five classes. Almost done! I am really excited. Next semester schedule would include;

Comp 2
Math
Psychology
American History
Photography
(:

I really need to take Humanities. I wanted to be a little more flexible and have fun with my classes. So I choose something that I would actually love going to class for.

After this semester, I have one more year left and I move out to Tampa for USF!
I am so excited :D ! I mean, college can take it's toll on you. With working, social life, AND classes, and a bunch of homework, you barely have time for anything!
I really love my speech class. My instructor makes everything so comfortable and not nerve wrecking.

I started using xanga again
xanga.com/senjaterror
But I decided I like this site better, so yeah, I dunno yet.
I can't think
I'll blog later.

:|

EDIT:

Ex friend.
She can be pretty sensitive sometimes. I mean, she's a pretty loyal friend. Her and I were out to dinner at Olive Garden Sunday night.
The worst thing that could have happened to me that night was that she told me she's going to have an abortion Tuesday morning.
Something seriously came over me. I am pro-choice. Therefore, if you're almost a 19 year old girl, who is struggling financially wise and trying to go to college at the same time, fine, get rid of it.
But there was this big sadness that came over me.
It's all said and done now, but I still remain in shock.
This is the second friend whose had an abortion.
She had one as well, but I felt as though she can handle it, emotion wise, I guess.

Praising To Write Love On Her Arms?

Ummmm, what?

Definitely not. I really hate this organization. I've been stuck on trying to have a '' praising or blaiming '' topic in my Speech class for 3 weeks now

What the hell.
I went with TWLOHA.
I don't even praise this topic in real life.
It's lame.
Why am I praising it tommorow infront of 35 students?